I thought I would have more than enough time to to update my blog this morning but inconsiderate parents and children who didnt bring a lunch for our field trip put a stop to that!!!
Sad day!!! Maybe later......
Wish me luck folks at the aquarium!!!
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Monday, May 17, 2010
Emotional wreck!!!
Hello!!
Well, I'm using the 20 minutes I have for lunch to update this thing :)... but don't feel bad for me! I had lunch duty and that can make anyone nauseous and not hungry. Today was orange Monday...nachos, tomato soup w/ grilled cheese, fried fish, oranges and carrots....oh lets not forget the orange juice!! I'm not too sure how this is classified as a healthy lunch by the state of Texas, but its definitely classified as a DISGUSTING lunch in my book!!!
So, I don't know if it was because I saw 2 lovey- dovey movies Saturday night with Courtney and Marissa, or if its because I'm going to be 27 in 4 days, but I was an absolute emotional mess yesterday. And no, I am not pregnant or about to start....lets just get that out of the way :). And it wasn't even necessarily a sad emotional mess either, just a mess.
It started with me getting out my laptop and turning it on (which I haven't done in about a year). Lets just say there are a lot of pictures that brought back some memories that sent me crying. I think we all know who was in the pictures. But I was actually able to smile at the experiences, but it still made me sad!!. Which then in return made me realize that the past 3 birthdays I have been single. We all know I am a completely independent person, that doesn't need a man to make me whole, but I would love to feel that feeling. (I blame this on the movies. :)). And then I watched My Sister's Keeper...I read the book, but I did still cry in the movie. It was a great therapeutic cry though. And then the post from Andrea about needing a mammogram because the chances of her getting breast cancer were outrageous!! Cancer makes my heart hurt! So needless to say, I pretty much cried all day!! :)
With this said, I am also so filled with love for the people that I have in my life (Which makes me emotional!) In the mix of Jonathan pictures, there so so many fun time pictures. Anne and Andrea's wedding, amazing nights a Pete's, birthdays, graduations and many more!! I am so blessed. I could not imagine a better group of friends or family. I know we all feel this way and know exactly what I'm talking about. It's such an amazing feeling that no matter what time of day that there are many people I can call upon to help or just chat.
I am REALLY trying to be more of a positive, "glass half full" kind of a girl and I think yesterday was me crossing that line :). Life is not about rather or not my class sits still during a lesson, or if they walk down the hallway in a line, it's about love, relationships and friendships!! I am really going to try and focus more on this next year, instead of getting so wrapped up in the nonsense of it all!! I LOVE teaching, I feel I should say that....it's just the group of kids I work with have so many more issues that keep them uninterested in reading and writing and that's tough sometimes!!
And I must add, that Jaxon Miles is the cutest thing ever!!!!! :)
I would like to write more, but I need to work!! :( BOOOOO
Well, I'm using the 20 minutes I have for lunch to update this thing :)... but don't feel bad for me! I had lunch duty and that can make anyone nauseous and not hungry. Today was orange Monday...nachos, tomato soup w/ grilled cheese, fried fish, oranges and carrots....oh lets not forget the orange juice!! I'm not too sure how this is classified as a healthy lunch by the state of Texas, but its definitely classified as a DISGUSTING lunch in my book!!!
So, I don't know if it was because I saw 2 lovey- dovey movies Saturday night with Courtney and Marissa, or if its because I'm going to be 27 in 4 days, but I was an absolute emotional mess yesterday. And no, I am not pregnant or about to start....lets just get that out of the way :). And it wasn't even necessarily a sad emotional mess either, just a mess.
It started with me getting out my laptop and turning it on (which I haven't done in about a year). Lets just say there are a lot of pictures that brought back some memories that sent me crying. I think we all know who was in the pictures. But I was actually able to smile at the experiences, but it still made me sad!!. Which then in return made me realize that the past 3 birthdays I have been single. We all know I am a completely independent person, that doesn't need a man to make me whole, but I would love to feel that feeling. (I blame this on the movies. :)). And then I watched My Sister's Keeper...I read the book, but I did still cry in the movie. It was a great therapeutic cry though. And then the post from Andrea about needing a mammogram because the chances of her getting breast cancer were outrageous!! Cancer makes my heart hurt! So needless to say, I pretty much cried all day!! :)
With this said, I am also so filled with love for the people that I have in my life (Which makes me emotional!) In the mix of Jonathan pictures, there so so many fun time pictures. Anne and Andrea's wedding, amazing nights a Pete's, birthdays, graduations and many more!! I am so blessed. I could not imagine a better group of friends or family. I know we all feel this way and know exactly what I'm talking about. It's such an amazing feeling that no matter what time of day that there are many people I can call upon to help or just chat.
I am REALLY trying to be more of a positive, "glass half full" kind of a girl and I think yesterday was me crossing that line :). Life is not about rather or not my class sits still during a lesson, or if they walk down the hallway in a line, it's about love, relationships and friendships!! I am really going to try and focus more on this next year, instead of getting so wrapped up in the nonsense of it all!! I LOVE teaching, I feel I should say that....it's just the group of kids I work with have so many more issues that keep them uninterested in reading and writing and that's tough sometimes!!
And I must add, that Jaxon Miles is the cutest thing ever!!!!! :)
I would like to write more, but I need to work!! :( BOOOOO
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
So, I called Jeannie!!!
She can take her fake hair and shove it....ok, maybe it wasnt that bad. But just so you know, her school has 220 kids, a certified kindergarten and 7 certified teachers working there. Woman, I ran that building for you!!! I even ran it when I didn't work there...and the alarm company still calls me!!! Don't tell me how great that place is! She'll keep me in mind if something comes up because she has a wonderful full staff!!! Kiss my ass crazy lady.
Oh the best part, she told me to call Stephanie HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I'm overreacting, yes I know!! I'm just pissed off I can't find a job.... It really doesnt have anything to do with her.
I still have no idea what I'm doing on this blog thing...I dont even know if I'm doing it right!!
I need a beer!!! :)
She can take her fake hair and shove it....ok, maybe it wasnt that bad. But just so you know, her school has 220 kids, a certified kindergarten and 7 certified teachers working there. Woman, I ran that building for you!!! I even ran it when I didn't work there...and the alarm company still calls me!!! Don't tell me how great that place is! She'll keep me in mind if something comes up because she has a wonderful full staff!!! Kiss my ass crazy lady.
Oh the best part, she told me to call Stephanie HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I'm overreacting, yes I know!! I'm just pissed off I can't find a job.... It really doesnt have anything to do with her.
I still have no idea what I'm doing on this blog thing...I dont even know if I'm doing it right!!
I need a beer!!! :)
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
HELLO ladies and ....well just ladies :)
I AM HERE!!!! Nothing much to say right now, just wanted to set it up. I will be back though because I have lots to say :)
18 School days left friends!!!! Then I can regain my sanity and loose the 12lbs I have gained from being a stress eater!!!
I REALLY wanted a summer job but those seem to be hard to come by this year :(. I have even thoughtof calling Jeannie....yes, you read that right!!! I am pretty desperate!!
Alright, need to go pick the kiddos up from library :)
18 School days left friends!!!! Then I can regain my sanity and loose the 12lbs I have gained from being a stress eater!!!
I REALLY wanted a summer job but those seem to be hard to come by this year :(. I have even thoughtof calling Jeannie....yes, you read that right!!! I am pretty desperate!!
Alright, need to go pick the kiddos up from library :)
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